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Tuesday, June 10th, 2008

Satoshi’s reading was so insightful, there was both predictions and insights to my situation that I felt were exactly what i needed to hear and apply to my life right now! I now feel inspired and back on track. I now feel aware of the support of the angels and feel their magic at work helping lay out in front of me my next guided steps!Thank you Satoshi! and to everyone else- contact Satoshi for your reading… at $65 it is worth it. NA - London, UK 

Thanks so much for the precious angel reading which far exceeded my expectations. I love every word and could comment on the relevance of all of it to my life but that might take forever! When you offered to give guidance from the angels in answer to the questions I had about love, career and  money, I did not expect such a detailed and insightful response. It was of enormous help to me, afterwards I felt a lot clearer about the things which were happening in my life and how I wanted my future to be. This was unlike any other advice I’d received before, it felt quite magical, celestial; as every word seemed to resonate with my soul in such a way that I knew it to be true. Thank you again, I will be encouraging others I know to get an reading from you, what an experience!! KW - Sydney, Australia

What a heart-warming Angel Reading you sent to me!! Yeph, it is exactly me what the angel have described. Pure unconditional love is shining through your reading. WOW. Your Angel-Reading, Satoshi, goes to my bedside table and is so precious to me. It’s content is already singing in my heart. God bless you and your work Satoshi! RH – Switzerland  

Our modern world is full of information on a wide variety of subjects. Much of it tends to be distracting and is all too often about persuading the would be buyer into fulfilling the needs of the advertiser. Satoshi has assisted me in stepping away from the illusions created by technology and reconnecting with my inner source of truth. Angels are everywhere waiting to assist in any way you will allow them to. But first you must release your skepticism and open the door to your heart. KN – Utah, USA


 


The Journey is the only thing that matters…

Sunday, May 4th, 2008

Regarding manifestation of our deepest desires -

It is not the $5 million dollars, the house or the soulmate that we are going after. Sure all these things are wonderful. But if all we are trying to do is to obtain and enjoy these things, we could have stayed in heaven for all of eternity. And we all know that we didn’t come forth to earth by default, against our will or simply because God sent us here.

With burning passion..and with eagerness and will power of the world - You came forth for this very reason:

To gain the consciousness that it takes in order to manifest the $5million dollars, the house or a soulmate relationship, or anything….In other words, to “become the person” that is capable of creating the things that we want. Just like how Jesus turned a piece of bread into a hundreds…and then saying, “all these things and more, you too can do”. And so It is not the “getting” thing that we are after. Rather we are a hopeless pursuer of  the “becoming” stage.

We live for this.

And you are already a glorious winner. And you can start celebrating.

Because if you have ever bothered to ask the universe for anything that you want- And it doesn’t matter how big or small:

You are already well into your journey.

You see…

A good journey would start by figuring out where you want to go - packing up and getting ready for the road ahead(asking the universe for what you want. And then creating a vision board or anything that you have to do to get a vision and setting things in motion).

A good journey would involve so much excitement and joy thinking about what’s to come(just picturing how wonderful this manifestation process is going to be). Have you ever had a difficult time sleeping the night before departure?

A good journey would involve it’s share of wrong turns and frustrations or disappointments due to them(being rejected or your manifestations just not happening). But then after the journey is over, you look back and just laugh them off…just like a group of  college students on a Saturday morning looking back at the crazy rager party they attended the night before(and all the things that “went wrong”).

And after all, there are no such thing is a “wrong turn” or a “mistake”. Because every single turn or every decision that you ever make is part of your journey.

And this is why the college students too can look back at these so-called “failures” or “disappontments” and appreciates them. Since if everything was picture perfect the journey would have been boring.

Not to mention that if we never took “wrong turns”, we would not no where the “right turn” is.

You are already on the road. And on the road, anything goes.

For Satoshi, the his “journey” began when he started creating his vision board(with things such as a fake photo of him on the Oprah show, Hayhouse book contract etc).

It also includes him not getting the things that he wanted soon enough. And then him learning the universal law called, “the law of gender”. He learns that this law explains that everything that is ever created has an incubation/gestation period for it to manifests. For example, a baby spends 9 months in the mother’s womb before it comes out. It is law.

Or even the most gigantic tree that ever exists out there - from the moment when someone planted the seeds into the ground, it took months for anything to surface onto the ground.

And that one must have unwaivering faith to know that “something is coming from the ground” - Even if there is no visual evidence to prove this. This is why Jesus said, “Judge not by appearances”.

But underneath the ground in the unseen world,  there are so many sequences of events that are unfolding. It’s like the lava building up tension while preparing for it’s big explosion. In other words, the surreal power of the universe has formed a powerful partnership with the seed and everything else involved to make manifestation(or the explosion) to occur.

And underneath the surface of Satoshi’s tree of manifestation with the intention of being a powerful global healer, a spiritual teacher, an author:

His prayers have already been answered. Because he has once heard his mentor Doreen Virtue say, “the universe will show us baby steps. All we have to do is follow guidance and take one step at a time. And then the next step toward manifestation will be shown to us”.

And words cannot describe how much love he is feeling after the universe unveiled these steps of divine guidance for him:

He has been inspired to read tons of life transforming books.

Yet may have experienced frustrations(wrong turns) about having to work a day job that he doesn’t like to support himself. And he yelled at the universe, “I don’t want to work this job anymore. Just what does it take to make this spiritual teacher career to work??”.

But then he has been guided to attend a life transforming spiritual counseling certification workshop in Kona, Hawaii. When he first thought about it he was thinking, “no way I can afford the $4,000 it costs for the trip”…and then he was pleasantly surprised how one by one, the money showed up to his life.

And then he has just attracted his first paying customer for his spiritual coaching/reading service. A women from Australia who gracefully paid his $65 fee…called his service “beyond expectations and magical” …and without even being asked, she went online to provide a wonderful testimonial for others to see.

And he feels so loved about being guided like this…There is absolutely no way he could be doing any of this on his own.

And now he understands that taking this road of “divine guidance” will give him no choice but to reach the destination of manifestation. Because he would be a fool to not notice how much closer he is now than when he left.

So how is your journey going for you?

When someone says “No” to love…

Tuesday, March 25th, 2008

To all hopeless romantics who just will not let it die -

Manifesting a relationship is just like anything else: If you love someone but the other person says no “they are not interested” or simply goes with someone else - Most people say, “oh well, it’s not meant to be” and give up at that point. It’s just like someone trying to manifest a new job and if they do not get the job offer, they give up and remain bound(Even though they still may get it or something better might come up).

And then the person who seemingly got rejected might sit there and wonder, “hmmm…why did I love that person if it was just not mean to be”?. And one might even wonder: “Do I still have a chance of manifesting a relationship with this person?”. The answer is “absolutely yes”. With this very person that you desired to be with or someone even better.

Because here’s the deal: Everything is energy. And love holds the highest energy out of all matters. Love is transparent to everything. Love is God. Love should never be in doubt.

There is no such thing as a “heartbreak”, because ours souls can literally not be created or destroyed. Our soul simply is, and has existed from the beggining of time and will continue to do so until end.

From a law of attraction perspective, if someone loves someones, that’s all that ever needs to be said. Because all feelings such as “love” are not teases from the universe. “Love” is God speaking through us. All desires are honored by everything that ever exists in the universe.

Once in my dream, I have heard God speak to me directly regarding my own situation about loving someone but not feeling certain since she does not love me back. In this dream, I heard a powerful masculine voice which said, “desire means of the father”. And in fact, the root origin of the word “desire” comes from the Latin word “of the father”.
The dream was so vivid and caused me to wake up in the middle of the night. It was a message from the creative source that validates everything that I have written up until point and beyond.

This is what God had to say about this very subject(from Conversations with God 1):

“And so there are things you can do when you react with pain and hurt to what another is being, saying, or doing. The frst thing to do is to admit honestly to yourself and to another exactly how you are feeling. This many of you are afraid to do, because you think it will make you “look bad”. Somewhere deep inside of you, you realize that it  probably is ridiculous for you to “feel that way.” It probably is small of you. You are “bigger than that.” But you can’t help it.

You still feel that way.

There is only one thing you can do. You must honor your feelings. For honoring your feelings means honoring your Self. And you must love your neighbor as you love yourself.  How can you ever expect to understand and honor the feelings of another if you cannot honor the feelings within your self?”


So even more importantly, if you continue to love this same person regardless of how he/she reacts…in other words, “to love this person unconditionally simply for who this person is”:  This very act means that you are “loving yourself”, since after all, there is only one person that ever exists. We are all one.  So even if the love being offered seems one directional, it must prevail by law at some point(whether if it’s with being in a relationship with this person or with someone else that will provide the feeling that were being pursued). Because the law of attraction which is so absolute states that the universe will always return the amount of love that we provide. With no exceptions.

So in the situation where seemingly one person loves someone and the other does not: Since higher energy always prevails over the lower one that the other person is being distracted by (not interested, uncertainty, doubt, fear, etc) - The higher energy will always always ALWAYS prevail. And perhaps “prevailing” might happen in the form of this person who were seemingly so uninterested to the love being offered will come through in the form of “not being able to deny that presence of love that is being directed at them”.  Or someone even better might show up in your life.  In otherwords, “the love which seemed one directional at one point” has now converted into the light tower…to guide and provide the light home for the wandering soul returning from ocean full of confusion.

And the ship that was once lost in sea will thank the light for it’s guidance.

This offering of love is not meant to be something that should be forced by any means. There is no action that one must take in order to “make it happen”(unless it’s inspired action). The ship will return to the shore only when it feels the time is right to return home. Not because the light tower imposes a midnight curfew. And this includes fussing or stressing over the situation.  All it takes to manifest this is to allow the natural power of the universe(which includes love) to run it’s course to let the above situation to manifest.

So just like Thomas Edison did not give up after failing 10,000 to create the light bulb - Love works the same way. When we have a healthy kind of love for someone(especially with a soul mate): It is not an illusion or an error and this person is certainly on to something. In other words, this person is being divinely guided.  So stay with it persistently, absolutely and unconditionally.

Thomas Edison and the billions of people who have benefited(and englightened) from the light bulbs are so glad that not just one or two or ten..but thousands of “No’s” were not good enough reasons to quit.

And same thing with this romance that is being pursued. Because in a powerful soul mate partnership, every person being touched by the couple will be “enlightened” in someway. It is certainly not something that is worth giving up even after thousands of “No”s”.

This relationship is being pursued for the well-being of the whole entire universe.

So shed the light with your unconditional love. And bring the lost souls back home.

All is well

It might be time to move on again

Saturday, February 9th, 2008

Death is not the end. It is the only the beginning of a new “birth”.

So in other words, there is no such thing as “death”. Because what we refer to as death is really a beginning of a whole new grander  journey. Religions also acknowledge this point that something so extordinary  is awaiting us once we leave our physical body. Religions will refer to this experience as “heaven”. Spiritualist may refer to this as “nirvana” or our ” next incarnation”.

So this is how life as a whole functions: We live life in our physical form. And then when it’s time for this life in the physical form to end, we move on to something that is far greater and joyful than our previous experience. There’s a reason why humans don’t live for more than 100 something years.

This is because the only purpose of the soul is to grow and expand. Growth and expansion is our true nature.

And this is exactly how our life works while we are still here on earth!

Let’s compare a certain job to life itself. When one starts this job, he/she might be full of joy and excitement about taken on this new “challenge”. We tell our friends and family members about this and celebrate after we receive the job offer.

And then the days, the months, the years go by.

And then there comes a point where that once exciting job starts to feel dull, stale, redundant and boring. The Gas tank of passion which was once full is now running on empty.  We have simply “outgrown it”.

So then what this person who just does not enjoy going to work anymore will say, “I am ready for something better than this..my next challenge”. It is time to move on to something greater.

And this is because the only purpose for the soul is to grow and expand.

Because again,  “growth and expansion” IS our true nature. So once we “outgrow” something, our body, mind and soul gives us signals that is indeed time for us to move on to our next “birth” or “to experience our next grander version of who we are and who we choose to be”.

And it is very very easy for us to know whether we have indeed outgrown a certain environment or not(and it’s time to move on). All we have to do is pay attention to how we feel about this given situation: We simply start feeling like a “Zombie” who no longer feels the passion. It’s like in the job example, this applies when the job which was once full of excitement is now a drag. And waking up each and every morning is the biggest choir of our day.  When we feel this way about anything in life: whether if it’s a job, a relationship, a city..this is simply is a loving message from the universe that says, “it’s time for you to move on”. And not moving on just for the sake of moving on. It means moving on for the sole purpose of stepping it up to a far greater realm than anything that we’ve ever experienced(this may not always mean quiting the job to go somewhere else. It may simply mean to, leave our present consciousness that created the present problem within the same job. And then solving the problem by elevating our energy level) . In other words, this is your time to move on from earth to heaven…right here on earth! Doesn’t that sound exciting?

For example, a person who leaves an abusive, non-spiritual or a dependent  relationship maybe bound to experience a passionate soul mate relationship.

A Sales person who has already achieved enormous success might be up for being a Sales Manager.

A person who has earned their underground degree will want to move n to get their masters.

A person who feels sick and tired of driving around the same streets..only to want to live in a new city that he/she has never experienced before.

This “zombie effect” where we feel the desperate need to move on  may also happen to senior citizens living in retirement homes. Because some of these senior citizens may say things like, “if my savings runs out and if I have to rely on my kids financially, I’d rather die”. And then  their physical body just happens to shut down right around the same time when their savings are about to run out. And then this soul ends up going to this place that is better then their present life: Some call it heaven. Some call it unity with Jesus. Some call it a nirvana. Some call it our next life mission.

So here is the divine question that I want to ask you: Are there any areas of your life right now where you may feel like a zombie and can use a new birth? In other words, is there any area of your life where you are simply ready to “pack your stuff and head toward the sunshine of California?”.

If the answer is yes, I would like to congratulate you. Because what this really means is that there is something far greater than what you have experienced is awaiting you! Just like the saying of, “what you are seeking is also seeking you”.

Holding on to the very things that causes us to feel the “zombie consciousness” due to the fear of the unknown goes against our true nature of “change”. And no wonder why this “attachment” and “fear” makes us feel miserable.

Needless to say, the “death” and “rebirth” is the never ending rhythm of life and who we really are.  And the universe  and yourself thanks you for participating in this never ending dance.

I have experience many “deaths” and “rebirth” during this current lifetime. And every single “new birth” has allowed to be so so grateful that I have followed the guidance of my heart, took the courage and moved on. It has never ever failed and will not in the future.

When I was sick and tired of living in Seattle where  I spent most of my life, I wanted to move on to Los Angeles. When LA was not that exciting anymore, I moved on to San Diego. When San Diego served it’s purpose, it was time for me to experience my home of Seattle again. And then it was time for me to experience Tokyo. All these moves happened in correlation with my spiritual growth process.

Yes the time frame where we do feel like the zombie about the given situation might seem painful. But I can now look back at it and accept it as a gift or a blessing. Because with each move that I have made…if it wasn’t for the dull and staleness, I wouldn’t have moved on to something that is way above and beyond my deepest expectations.

Are you ready to experience this kind of happiness?

The Deeper Meaning /Intention of Vision Boa

Sunday, January 20th, 2008

At the conclusion of this blog, there is a pretty powerful statement regarding manifestations. So it my wish that you will stick with this and read the entire message for it to make more sense.

So let’s look at our “Vision Boards” at a different way: An even deeper meaning than “just gathering all the images of the thing that we want on to a poster board so that we can visualize having them”. More deeper and much more “targeted” and “focused”.

I’m talking about at a “soul level” if you will.

A little recap about why we are here: As I have stated before(As well as many wonderful books): We are not here on this earth in order to be “having or doing certain things”(house, cars, jobs, etc). Yes all those physical things are wonderful. But at a soul level, we came forth to this time space reality only for the purpose of “expansion”. In other words, by “experiencing” all these different life events…we get to choose who we are “being” during every precious life moment. Because there is a reason why we are called a “human-being.” And then this state of “being” allows our soul awareness to “expands” into something larger.

Each and every single one of us came into this lifetime with the very specific intention of going through “specific experiences” for the sake of gaining awareness and expansion. And then once we decide at a soul level that “We have indeed experienced what we intended to”: this is when the soul decides to move on from our life here.

So for example, if we go through the experience of “being” a mother or a father: We get to choose “who we want to be”…Compassionate? Giving? Loving? or even mean? Cruel? And again, each of these states of “being” allows us to understand who we really are which helps the expansion of our own soul.

And so…

With this awareness, this can shift the kind of things that we want to have on our vision board won’t it?

Because now we are looking at a deeper level than the materialistic aspect such as a new home, a car, a $5 million/year income.

Now there are nothing wrong with those things listed at all. In fact, all physical things ARE wonderful and were meant to be enjoyed and embraced.

And so the important thing to be aware of as we continue to utilize our vision board: Whether we already have one or are still planning of making one or have just heard about it by reading this blog - Is that while we move on to manifest the things and experiences that we would like to have on our vision board, the divine question to ask ourselves is, “who are we being while experiencing these things”?

And so here is a fairly easy method in order to determine these very things that you DO want to experience. Imagine that at whatever age you are while you are reading this:

Let’s say that you HAVE indeed already experienced everything that your soul has indeed wanted/intended to go through. So what now? Is it time for you to move on to the place that we call “heaven” or “the other side” or “Hell, if you are an Ozzy fan”, or whatever you want to call it?

Or are there still some unfinished business left to do? And this is such an easy question for your soul to answer. Because if the answer is “yes”…then you will not hesitate to say, “yes I still do have the desire to live here(for whatever the mission/experiences)”.

And so if the answer was a “yes I do want to continue to live”: This is where you come up with specific things that you “do want to experience” and put them all down on your vision board! This may include anything from “Being a parent,a hero,  a  messenger”…or even to “know what your own purpose is”.

And so just exactly what is it that you want to experience?

Let me use my own life as an example. At age 29, I have experienced quit a bit of things. And one of my primary life mission is to be the messenger to show others how to live passionately and meaningfully. Well it’s not too early to say that this mission has been complete. Since during the last few years, I have done tons of writing. There’s enough material out there that a loved one can contact a publisher and make a few books out of it. I even have a website where anyone in the world can access at no cost. So even if I decided to call my life a “success” and move on, people can continue to access them which will continue to serve my life mission by itself.

And so the very question that I ask myself is, “okay then…is it time for me to move on?”. Or, “Is there any unfinished business left for me to do?”.

And the answer has to be “Yes. I do want to continue to live!”.

“Well why? What else is there to do here Satoshi?”

“There are a couple of things. I would like to be able to experience a luxurious life to see what “wealth” is. I also would like to be able to travel all over the world to spread my messages to many souls. But there is more”.

“What else?”

“I want to experience love. Particularly the romantic kind. Because this is something that have been seemingly eluding me all of my life. I know I want to experience what a soulmate /romantic partnership is. I know that I deserve this.  So I demand God/universe to bring this experience to me right here on earth”.

Now when I talk about “romantic love”, I am not talking about the traditional paradigm kind of relationship. Because as we all know, most of those paradigm type of relationship whether if it’s boyfriend/girlfriend or even a marriage do not last. Because this type of relationship is based on the idea of, “you and I are incomplete and are here to fill each other’s void”. Needless to say, most of these relationships are based on the physical/non-spiritual/non-soulmate aspects. This is also based on the “conditional love aspect” of “if you behave or don’t behave in a certain way, I will withdraw my love(For example, if the partner sleeps with someone else). And so as a result to these points, most of them do not last.

And so what I am really talking  about is a “powerful soulmate” partnership that is spiritual based. In fact my mentor Monica has been saying for years about how the dynamics of relationships are going to be moving to this form. And in this form of “partnership”, both individuals realize that they have a life mission that is spiritual base. This includes the individual mission of “rediscovering their own divinity”. This also includes “getting others back to who they are” through whatever professions they choose.  And although they are capable of achieving this on their own since they are complete, they chose a partner which adds power and expands.

This form of relationship will also contain the old paradigm aspect of romance of feeling love and affection for one another. The difference is that in the old paradigm type of relationship, the love and affection dies after a certain time. But in a powerful soulmate relationship, this love and affection keeps on getting stronger and better each and everyday.

And then every soul being touched by the parters benefits and feels inspired by this!.

And this is what I desire to experience right here on earth.

And then let me tell you something interesting that happened today: I was walking around my neighborhood while thinking about what to write in this very blog. And then I was feeling so strong about my desire of experiencing this “soul partnership” with someone. And for those of you who do not know, the number 46 is my lucky number.
And boom. Right as I was walking up this one hill, I saw a car parked with a license plate number that said(Get this). 46-46. And I was like, “holy shit…Seeing 46 is one thing but two of them?” I felt pretty emotional and appreciative at that point since the universe in that moment was certainly saying, “yes we heard you. And we will give this to you”. And then seconds later, I turned to see a sticker attached on a telephone pole that said, “462″. And “2″ is suppose to mean powerful partnerships.

And so until the day when we do feel at a soul level that “everything that needs to be experienced has been done”: We will continue to experience a contrast between what we desire and what is not showing up in our lives. And that’s exactly why we send out strong desires to the universe such  as what I just did.

So why are you here? What are the desires that keeps you here?  What type of experiences do you look forward to manifesting?

If you can answer these questions, your vision board will have “success” written all over it in a true sense. And then you know the drill: The more crystal clear that you are on what you DO want, the higher chance that you have of getting them!

And then this information that you will read will shift the way how you view “manifestations” forever.

Because you now understand the big picture behind why “desires” exists. “Desires” are the strongest/precious tools for us to tell the universe about what we “have left to experience” during this lifetime.

In other words, desires are like telling the universe: “Hey…these very things that I am asking you for right now. These very things are really the only reason why I am here. Or else I really don’t have much business being here on this planet. Therefore, you absolutely owe me to give me these experiences”.

And this will completely boost your level of faith. Because with this very statement, you now feel that it is virtually impossible for the universe to fail in delivering this. Because again, these desires are really the only reason why you still want to be here.

In fact, with this much faith, you may not even need a vision board.

Love and light,

Satoshi

Darkness and Light

Thursday, January 17th, 2008

There maybe times in our life where everything is seemingly going wrong.  I’m sure we’ve all had that experience before.

And when something “does go wrong”, what masters know at some level is: Everything that is “going wrong” is something that they attracted via the law of attraction.

Because we live in a “Cause” and “effect” universe. And with no exceptions, “the effect” that shows up in our life in the form of events is always “caused” us based on the energy that we are sending out to the universe(via our thoughts).

And if we do not like the “effects” that are showing up in our life no matter how harsh they may seem… And I really do mean “No matter how harsh”…the only  choice to “fix” the “effect”: is by “fixing the “very cause”. Because the “effect” simply is that…an outcome of our own creation.

My mentor James Ray has said “everything is our responsibility Nothing is our fault”, And responsibility means: our response-ability. In other words, what can we do now to heal this?

Let me give an example that illustrates this point:

Let’s say that we catch a cold. Now the law of attraction states that “Catching a cold” or any type of illness does not happen by accident. Because we live in an orderly and vibrational universe governed by exact laws. Furthermore, from a divine perspective, “being healthy” IS our natural state. So when we experience “illness” in the form of a cold, we are not “being in alignment” with our natural self. And this very act of “being out of alignment” was caused by our thoughts that we were sending out to the universe “that was not in alignment with who we really are”.

For example, when we tell the universe, “I am sick and tired of life”, or “I am sick and tired of school or work” : We are making a declaration during that very moment that “we are in fact sick and tired of life”. So naturally, the law of attraction which is deductive takes care of everything else-and as a result, manifest our “cold or illness”.

In the movie “The Secret”, Bob  Proctor mentions that, “Illness can not exist in a healthy mind”.

And then when we do catch the cold, we realize that the pain that this illness causes is not “who we really are”. And then we launch this very strong desire to “retain who we really are” which is the state of health. This is why when we are ill, we say things like, “I cannot wait until I feel better again”. And from a law of attraction perspective, this very thought belongs at a higher vibration/energy than the state of illness.

And so that’s when health manifests. And we find ourselves feeling much better and healthy in a matter of days.

This is how illness works. And so naturally, “mental illness” works the exact same way.

And I’m talking about the state of mind where “everything in life is seemingly going wrong or ill”…and us feeling horrible about it, even to the point of depression.

We have these type of moments based on the thoughts and energy that we are sending out to the universe(again, based on cause and effect). For example, if we are involved in frustrating situations all the time, this becomes our “attraction point”. And our continuous releasing of frustrations manifests our “horrible unwanted events” that shows up in our life.

And so whenever we go through these type of moments, think about this as your “cold”. Because most colds don’t last forever. Cold can be overcome in a matter of days(unless it doesn’t).

And if we can overcome our cold with thoughts that belong in a higher vibration/frequency than our illness: How to overcome our “mental illness” is by sending out higher energy than this very illness to the universe-In other words “love”.

Think about it this way - let’s compare our very own illness to “a dark room”. Now if we want the dark room to be brighter, it is obvious that darkness will not cure the issue.

Yet this is the reason why we struggle when it comes to healing our own mental illness: Because we try so hard to heal darkness with darkness. We so want an instant gratification type of fix to our problems. For example, if we are in a dependent relationship which ended in a harsh way: Boom. We want another depending relationship to fill our void. If we get frustrated with our job, we simply quit only to find another job that creates the same type of situations.

And this is why we get stuck since again, darkness does not heal darkness.

When we are in a dark situation, our only cure is to find the light. Since it is the flip of the light switch that brings the light in the room that overcomes the darkness. And the word “light” is interchangeable with “love”. And then the healing question that we ask ourself is, “what would love do now?”.

A very very simple example of this: Let’s say if we have a controlling and commanding boss at work that we do not enjoy: When we try to solve this situation with dark emotions such as “revenge”. Or let’s say that a person who you love betrayed you in some way…a long term solution to heal this situation will not be on it’s way when all we are trying to do is “to get even with this person”(darkness). Same thing with if we get frustrated by the amount of homework that the professor or the teacher gives us…nothing gets solved by us complaining(darkness).

Love may find a way to forgive the boss and the professor and admit that his behaviors is only a reflection of our own weakness. Love may also allow us to realize that the only way to “Really get even” with the lover is: To love this person unconditionally, simply for “who this person is” with no conditions or expectations. Because “love simply is”…And when we act from a place of love, we experience our biggest sense of freedom and joy.

And when we use “love/light”…by stepping it up a notch , in order to take us to a higher place of “being”: The “mental illness” goes way. Just like us eventually overcoming the cold/flu. Because at a fundamental level, overcoming a cold and our mental illness is really no different.

So from this point on…with each and every situation which involves any darkness in our lives, let’s ask the divine question of:

So what would love do now?

How can  I elevate myself to a higher level in order to become the light to heal this darkness? Especially considering that the universe always has surreal answers beyond our wildest imaginations for our deepest(or any) life questions. It was Napoleon Hill who said that, “every failure has the seed to the biggest blessings”.

So dear loved ones: Ask ourself this question of love and then silently listen for answers… since the universe will ALWAYS deliver the perfect answer that you need in one form or the other.

The best part about this whole process: When we overcome our cold, we feel wonderful and much more appreciating about our healthy state of being. And so naturally, we feel the same way when we overcome our “mental cold”. Because for each and every darkness that we overcome…we get a true sense of appreciation for the light.

And then this is how our soul and the whole entire universe expands.

I wish you a happy healing process.

Love and Light,

Satoshi

Peace, Silence and Stillness is who we really are

Thursday, January 17th, 2008

Let’s face it: There is not a single person in this world who does not want to have something show up instantly. Anything…anything from a brand new car, a relationship, career…or even something like world peace(or for that matter, war)…anything from food on the plate.

Whether we are an atheist, Christian, a Buddist a spiritual person, a  person who simply believes in Guns N Roses…It does not matter. We all want to experience something better than our current experience to show up. And the sooner it shows up, the better.

And the effective use of the law of attraction is how we can make this happen. And  so many people have already heard about the law of attraction and how it works . And so this blog’s purposes is not to go over each and every step of this powerful law of the universe. And so the main focus will be on the final stage known as  “Allowing”:  As in, you have asked the universe what you want…You get into vibrational alignment with that you are desiring by feeling that you already have it….sometimes taking inspired action…

And then whether if it’s a new job, a relationship, health..whatever it is that we are trying to manifest, there is a so-called/perceived delay time between our thoughts/desires and when it shows up in our physical realities.

And often times when this something that we desire so much has yet to surface…we fuss over it and say, “where the hell is it?? When is it coming??”.

The very act of stressing or fussing over, this is very similar to a computer that may not be running very fast. Because let’s say that you log onto your computer after a full day at the office. And you are really really eager to check out the score of this big sports game that means alot to you. You turn the power on, double click on the internet browser icon…the window pops up..but then it stops moving. And all you see is the hour glass icon on a the blank white window.

And what happens when we fuss over this..shout at the monitor and then continue to click on the mouse with the hope that if you put your force into it….something then might give?

And the answer is that it makes matters much worst. With every extra click on the mouse..The computer becomes more confused…the whole screen has frozen and does not appear to be moving anytime soon… and that website seems further and further away from opening. And then eventually, you may have to restart your computer all together.

And this is really the same thing as us in real life when we say to the universe, “when the hell is this thing coming?? Grrhhhhh!”.

We are pushing that something that we so desire away from our experience.

Recently, I responded to a man who was expressing how desperate he was about his on-going financial crisis: In a matter of days, this married man was about to loose both of his homes, and was already behind on his daughters tuition for private school. “God or the angels…I desperately need any help I can get!!”, the man stated.  And I said, “The universe, god or the angels(whatever you want to call it) wants to help you too. But right now they cannot provide help because you are way too tense”.

And then one may ask, “why is that? Why is it that when we want something so bad…and no matter how hard we express our desire for this to show up, it literally pushes it away? I don’t get it…Shouldn’t this hard work and effort be rewarded?”.

And the answer is: When we are fussing, struggling and fighting and trying so hard to make something happen, you push this away because…fussing, struggling, fighting, worrying and trying so hard is not really who you are. : Let me use the term, “true divine nature”. And this also applies to our act of wondering where this thing is and constantly checking with the thought of, “is it here now? And if not, when will it come and how will it show up?”.

“When we are not in vibrational alignment with who we are, no action that we’ll ever take will ever produce the results that we desire”- Abraham


And so who are we?

Meditation is a proven way where one can be in touch with who they really are at the soul level. In fact, those whom have mastered the art of meditation have attained the realm of, “instant manifestation”, as in…the moment when they desire something, this very something shows up just like that. This is backed by science, where the brain wave of a person experiencing deep meditation becomes much slower. But yet, the energy this person is generating and attracting becomes much higher and intense(and let’s remember that everything that ever exists in this universe is made of this same energy).

Slower and more calm = Higher energy


And so meditation is an act where you virtually sit still, calm, peaceful and do nothing. It is an act of total silence. And yet, the brain attracts higher energy which leads into creating miraculous things into our life.

This is because the silence and stillness is who we really are.


And so when our computer is struggling to open up that website that we are soo eager to see…We know that the act of fussing and clicking is not the solution. And the act of letting go of the mouse, sitting back and do nothing, while allowing the computer to do it’s own thing does take us where we want to be.  Because after a while, the hourglass on the screen disappears. And then on the bottom left corner, you see the texts that indicates the website loading it’s contents. And then boom…that sports website shows up!

And then when that something does finally show up…In fact, think about something good about your life that you have manifested. It might be a job, a partner, a certain situation, the amount of money in the bank, etc.

Now there may have been a time in your life where you may have fussed or struggled while waiting for these same things to show up. But now that you are experiencing your life with the presense of these things in your reality…the question becomes, “how much time do you spend now on the fussing over how hard it was? As in, how much work and struggle it took? And whenever it did finally come into your life, it didn’t seem all that hard after all did it? If anything, we might sit back and think about how silly we were by worrying so much about something so easy(when there was nothing to worry about).

Because the law of attraction is just as precise as gravity. And so no wonder why it was all said and done, it feels easy…because infact it was easy.

“Nothing that you’ll ever desire is upstream”-Abraham


And so the moment when you ask the universe for something, this very something well be created whether you like it or not. It is are ability to  be in alignment with who we are which determines whether these things will show up in our realities or not.

And so moving forward…from this day…from this very moment…Every time when we have the desire to manifest something. Every time when you are going through your day by driving, working, eating…and whenever the thought of this thing that you desire comes into your mind:

Let’s remember once again that the peace, silence and stillness is all we need to be.

I hope that you enjoy all that you create.

Go Cougs,

Satoshi

Apple Cup Victory and Spirituality

Thursday, January 17th, 2008

Every single year around Thanksgiving time…On a chilly November afternoon in the state of Washington: Two cross state rival football teams whom represents their universities(University of Washington aka Huskies and Washington State University aka Cougars located in opposite sides of the state) collapse for an ever tense match up known as the Apple Cup.

Tensions are huge…before, during, and after the game between both fans and the players. For example, the 2002 version ended in a heartbreaking loss in Pullman(the home for Washington State). And the heavily favorite Washington State team, ranked 3 in the national rankings had their national title hopes buried away after a stunning last minute upset. The winning team celebrated on its opponents home field. The home team fans(students) threw bottles in retaliation….The winning team did not not take this lightly and some players wanted to personally fight the students….

It seems like there is a different drama every year. And every year, regardless of who’s ranked where in the national polls and who is the underdog..it does not matter. This match up always seems to be a nailbiter where the outcome is decided in the last few minutes of the game.

This year was the 100th match up.

And so it is again…Late in the 4th quarter…the score is tied at 35 with less than a minute left. The Cougars are marching down the field at the Huskies 35 yard line. Many thought that this might come down to another Overtime game with a thrilling ending.

And then it happened. A moment that defines “the moment of truth”.

Oh it happened all so fast but yet too slow.

Cougars quarterback receives the snap…Back peddles….fakes the hand off…and in a matter of seconds…as a Husky defender was dashing and  getting in his face..the quarterback lobs the ball far far away toward the end zone.

And there it was….

A Washington State receiver standing all by himself around the endzone…as the lobbed ball was slowly obeying the law of gravity to reach his hand….

And in this very moment…as the receiver grabs the ball and walks into the endzone seemingly effortlessly…As he seals fate…As the referee in the black and white zebra uniform raises both his hand up sky high to signalize that it’s official…. And as he makes history by scoring the game winning touchdown that people in this state will be talking about for years and years….As he is now in the endzone and walks so proudly while holding the football up with just one hand…waving it so proudly as if it’s a  “declaration to the world made by  a soldier on a horse with a sword claiming it’s enemies flag “…

How did the world look like from this receivers eyes this very second…during the moment of truth?

How does it feel to have be all alone….before the eyes of 72,888 fans underneath this cold November night…where the fans from his school was just about to break out the celebration of all celebrations…where they jump up and down in joy…and to go on to grab and hug 15 random people sitting around them whom they ‘ve never met due to all the adrenaline….While the home team fans will sit in pain as if their innocence  were deprived with no explanation….

Really…in the midst of all the sky high adrenaline/emotions…how did it feel to be this man?

And if this receiver could be portrayed as a super hero in a cartoon…he must have had sparking golden light sparkling all around him..during this second when the world was watching him. He was the tarzan..the superman…the batman…the singer of Guns N Roses…The super hero where whether you are “good” or “bad”, you have no choice but to obey him and his authority. ..

As if this was god work.

And this was him.

And this is you.

Because you too, are here on this earth to perform this same god work….regardless of what your profession and desire is.  Because it was Jesus who said, “all these things and more, you too can do”…Now whether you are spiritual, religious or not…the idea is that you are created whole, and complete and made to perfection since we all came from the same source.

And so how will it feel when your own moment of god work in it’s highest peak of ecstasy arrives?

Just how good does it feel to walk into the endzone, declaring victory while proudly holding up that football before the world to see? As you give the fans to begin their never ending roaring session?  And the world has no choice but to admire your divine work? Can you feel it?

-Could it be when you had an outstanding month in sales where everyone is shaking their heads and wondering how you did it?
-Or could it be a piece of music…writing…a drawing…cooking…and thousands of people are bowing down or even shedding tears over its divinity?
-Perhaps a speech that generates a standing ovation where the audience is raising their fists in excitement?

What does this moment look like for you?

If you can take a few deep breathes and vividly imagine this moment…seize it…never ever forget it…Because it was Eienstein who said, “imagination is the sneak preview of what’s to come”.

And I hope that you are feeling thrilled just thinking about how this is bound to be you:

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Soul Reunions

Thursday, January 17th, 2008

When you look around the world that you live and…And really take a look at the people around you: The drivers next to you, random people with shopping bags in the malls, trains, even the voices that you hear on the radio or on TV:

The truth is that every single encounter with another human being is a “soul reunion”.

Imagine a very well known TV manufacturing firm based in Tokyo. And this firm is globally recognized as a household brand happens to have a huge manufacturing plant in Tijuana, Mexico.  Now I don’t mean any offense to the city and people of TJ, since I am only using this for the sake of my divine analogy. However, I do want to share that TJ is not really the place where people from wealthy nations would refer to as a “paradise”(again, only for the sake of this analogy).

So in order to operate the Tijuana, Mexico TV manufacturing plant, it is essential that a large amount of employees from the headquarters in Japan must be stationed there(to feed/share their knowledge with the local employees). After all, this plant has a giant mission of producing TV sets that will be imported into the US, Canada and Mexico.

And this is how life here on earth for every single souls work: And I am speaking in term of the contrast between Tokyo, where everything is seemingly wonderful—->> And then having to send ourselves to Tijuana, a place that is not as wonderful(Since it is part of a third world country).  Because prior to birth, we come from a place of pure perfection and ecstasy(with the full awareness that we are infinite and eternal beings who can manifest anything that we desire to in a blink of an eye). And so us souls choose to incarnate here on this planet with the intention of learning(or re-learning) certain precious lessons…by being in the bondage of our physical body(with individualized life missions selected by our own souls). And some lessons may appear more harsher than others, but yet they are all directed toward one common mission: Re-learning who we really are.

So once in this foreign territory of Tijuana…Where the landscape and the climate looks so unfamiliar, the food is different and people do not speak your language. And in the midst of this new lifestyle…There is hope, or a ray of light: You happen to run into people with the same exact story and mission—->> Another Japanese ex-patriot person from the same firm in Tokyo who has accepted to come forth to this foreign land for the same exact mission.

You feel this sigh of relief. And so perhaps, this newly discovered co-worker of yours is not someone who you were very familiar with
(or even got along with) back in your days in the Tokyo office. But the fact that you have ran into this person with your background in this mysterious land creates this automatic sense of “bonding” and “cohesiveness”. And so you instantly connect with this person and mingle. You may even become lunch or “after work drinking buddies”.  And than words such as these maybe exchanged, “Boy aren’t we so courageous for choosing to come forth to this foreign land all for the company? Boy people back in the Tokyo headquarters must be proud and in a state of admiration about us”.

And they are damn right.

Because when us souls experience life on earth with physical limitations(While the folks on “the other side” are free and can manifest absolutely anything that they would like with a blink of an eye.)——->> The souls whom are left on the “other side, do indeed look at us souls with our mission here on planet earth..and admire us for the courage and intention”*.

*Reference from the book “courageous souls” by Robert Schwartz

And then here on earth…there are many  people who may appear to be “rude” or “grumpy” from the surface. But let’s remember that our root origin at the “Soul level” is “unconditional love”. And so the grumpy looking people are simply like your fellow Japanese co-worker in the Tijuana plant(who comes from the same exact origin as you). But yet, his special/unique mission requires him to walk around with a 50 pound metal ball around each of his legs..And therefore, feels this added weight which goes against this persons true nature of “being free”, which is causing him to not feel as happy.  Because again, when we are here in this physical form, we feel this sense of “limitation” compared to our “infinitely free self” that we are(and so it is natural for any soul to appear grumpy or rude). This really goes hand and hand with the famous Jesus saying of, “Forgive him father for him not knowing what he is doing”.

And so as we look  around the world and the people around us: The drivers next to you, random people with shopping bags in the malls, trains, even the voices that you hear on the radio or on TV. Some may look prettier than others. Some are taller and bigger. And in fact,  some may appear to have more hair than others. And regardless of their appearance,  many of us refer to these people “as strangers” whom you have never met before and has nothing to do with us.

But the truth is: ALL human interactions are a “soul reunion” that has manifested right there where you are…whether if it’s on the highway, the mall, the classroom, or through your radio…Or furthermore, some may be a business person up the street… Some may be a baker… A paster, the truck driver, a baseball player, a criminal, the cop, the cashier at a gas station…All encounters are  happening in this “eternal moment of right now”. And all encounters are with whom share one common “life mission” on this planet.  In other words, “We are all in this thing together”….

It’s like the Japanese factory workers in Mexico who comes from the “other side of the ocean” reconnecting with someone “who is just like you”, for one common mission as well. And what a joy that is.

And so the “strangers” around you might not realize the dynamics of this encounter based on how it’s been illustrated in this writing. And therefore, going up to them and showing your excitement about “reconnecting” may not be the wise thing to do. In fact, if you were to go up to a “stranger” on the streets and say, “hey! It’s great to see you again…How’s your life mission going??”…I’m sure that the results will not be as peachy.

But yet, all we really have to do then is to hold this thought inside our own minds(regardless of whether they look happy or not): “Wow it’s wonderful to see another human being(just like me) right here on planet earth. And I sincerely do wish from the bottom of my heart that his/her current “mission” here on this planet will bring him all the blessings that he/she deserves”.  Or if this thought is simply too long for you to memorize, you can substitute this with the phrase: “Go Cougs”, since it essentially has the same meaning ;-)

And so now that we a have acknowledged our “fellow humans” and their “missions”…our next step is to be aware of this truth:

God is all there is and all that every will be. God is in and through everything.  And god has no beginning or an end. God can never be created or destroyed.

And so if “god is all there ever was”, then there is nothing that “god is not”. What this means is that everything that exists around you: Your car, the steering wheel, the trees, the birds, the dogs, your house…this all came from the one and only source. And therefore, everything that you have ever seen or will see  is also a “soul reunion”.

And I will guarantee you that this way of thinking will turn your world around. Look around your world now with this new awareness. And then  feel the power of “oneness”. And what a blessing that is.

Satoshi

The Christmas Blog

Thursday, January 17th, 2008

Christmas is shit. End of story. Thank you good night Tokyo!!

Just kidding. Just trying to lighten up a bit here(even though this blog has not even started yet haha).

So Christmas season is in full swing now everywhere in the world. And from a spiritual perspective, this is the time of the year where “we tend to be much for in alignment with who we really are”…As in, we tend to expose much more of our “divinity”…or in other words, “living up to our potential”.

Because let’s put it this way: Christmas originated with the idea of celebrating Jesus’s birthday. And if we consider Jesus as “one of the best examples of a human being to ever walk on this planet”: Well around Christmas season, we humans tend to “naturally stretch ourselves”, and tend to act, behave and live in a much closer fashion to Jesus (compare to our normal non-Christmas time selves).

For example, Jesus was a master at  “manifestations”…as in, anything that he ever wanted, he got it. And so during this time of the year, our own “manifestation power and rates” becomes much higher too.  Here is a little case study that illustrates this point:

Let’s say that 1,000 high school kids flat out asks their parents for  a new car during the month of March. I’m sure that not very many will be showing off their new car to their friends. In fact, many parents may respond with, “huh? you think that you deserve a new car? And why?”.

And then let’s say that 1,000 kids asks the same question during the month of December. The number of kids who will have their wish granted will increase dramatically. And needless to say, when it comes to something a bit less expensive such as the new Nintendo Wii, the “manifestation rates” during Christmas time will be going off the roof…If you doubt me, go by to your local Wal-Mart to see how many stores ran out of inventory.

And so during this time of the year, we tend to have a higher chance of becoming “master manifestators”.

And this is really no accident. Because there literally are no accidents in the universe.

This also ain’t no “Christmas time fantasy come true-fu fu thinking at work”. This increased manifestation rate is purely scientific. It is indeed the famous “law of attraction at work”.

Because you know why? EVERYTHING that ever occurs in our life is a direct outcome of the “law of attraction”. There is never ever any exception to this. Each and every day, whether we are awake or sleeping…we are sending out billions of thoughts to the universe(both consciously and subconsciously). And the universe responds with life events that matches up to these thoughts that were transmitted.

And so it’s not like the law of attraction pushes pause during the holiday season. It is in full effect as always. But what happens during this time of the year: First off…Expecting something wonderful to show up is one of the most challenging part of manifestation. Because if we believe that something is “too good to be true”, we are clearly not expecting this gift to show up in our lives. And needless to say, “that something” won’t show up.

But during this time of the year, “people tend to increase their expectations” all together. Because people spend this time of the year with the absolute certain knowing of, “it’s Christmas time so I KNOW that I will receive a gift from my parents, family, husband, wife, friends, etc. It is simply a given and an automatic process”. In fact, whenever Jesus manifested anything(during the last three years of his life): He was so certain that god was going to give him what he desired…and he could not think of the possibility of this not coming true. And this is how he manifested what people would refer to as “a miracle” everywhere in the world for thousands of years to come.

See any similarities here?

Because again, when we go around thinking thoughts such as, “It is Christmas time so I am so certain that I will receive what I desired. And I can not think of a possibility of this not coming true“. And that’s all you needed to do. Because year after year after year, the things that you requested from the universe(via your parents,family, husband, wife, friends) tend to manifest. In other words, “You ask the universe for something”, and then it shows up via your parents, family, husband, wife, friends, etc.

If you ever thought that Jesus was special…notice how you have already known how to use the exact same principle without even knowing it??

And Jesus said, “all this and more, you too can do”…Well guess what  folks, “you did MORE than what Jesus did!!” Why? Because back in his time, there were no cars, no Nintendo systems, a diamond ring, tickets to an Oprah. You ever think that Jesus would have loved to try out that new game system:? Well he never did but you did!

And aside from “manifestations”, we also stretch out our “Christ like consciousness” in other ways during this time of the year. For example,  people are more giving.  People tend to be much more compassionate and help others in need. People tend to be much more grateful about all the wonderful blessing in their lives.

Isn’t it wonderful to realize that a “certain time of the year” can change us so much?

Well this brings up the next question then: If everything leading up to 12/25th is so fantastic…what happens on the 26th?

Really…what happens here when we go back to work or our normal routine and say, “well…Christmas is over. Time to clean up the mess or burn off the extra weight acquired by all this excess eating and drinking”.  And then worst yet, us manifesting what we want seems like an “uphill battle” again and feel that we can never get what we want. We see the homeless person on the street and do not bother giving away your spare change…We forget our blessings and starts to complain about all the things are going wrong in our lives.

What happens here?

What is the difference between the 25th, where everything is wonderful and the 26th?

What happens to us when the clock strikes midnight on the 25th?

It’s like…let’s compare this to a carton of milk. If the expiration date on the package says, 12/25. So on  midnight on the 25th, does all the white fluid starts to rot and collect mold at 12:01am?

Does our law of attraction skills, our compassion, our ability to feel grateful also has an expiration date as well?

And I’m sure that we all know the answer to this one.

You see, this is what separates masters such as Jesus or Buddha, or the undefeated WSU men’s basketball team…between those whom are still on their way.

Those whom are still on their way may think that “Judgment day is meant to happen sometime in the future”. Where the master fully understands that, “every moment…each and every precious second is a judgment day”. Each and every eternal moment of now is when we have the best opportunity to create the grandest version of who we are and who we choose to be. And this includes right now when you are reading this…when you are opening your presents on Christmas morning and at 12:01 am on 12/26.

And so this Christmas day…as we feel blessed by living our “grandest version of who we are and who we choose to be”.
Once and for all, let’s not forget how we manifested the gift that we desired and how easy it was on this “special holiday”. Because again, in reality, it is no different to make the same manifestation any other time of the year or in your whole entire life.

So let’s say that you felt the desire to manifest a brand new car or even a house on June 1st. As far as the universe is concernened, there is no difference if the difficulty of making this happen for you. And scientifically speaking….let’s remember that what you are seeking is created instantly in the meta-physical realm(above and beyond the physical realm)…and all you have to do to have this show up is to expect it with unwaivering faith(which you have no problem doing during Christmas time or your birthday).

It’s like the moment when you ask something from Santa..the very instant he will put this gift in his bag. And all you have to do for him to show up to your living room on Christmas eve is to expect it or even demand it with certainty(and then knowing that our behavior was “good enough”.

And so let’s not ever forget, once and for all of “this level of Christ-mas time certainly and expectations which has the ability to pull things into our lives. Let’s get a very vivid “photographic memory” of this and tattoo it into our minds. And most importantly, your certainty where you can simply not think of a possibility of this house or a car or a Nintendo system not showing up in your experience”. Because then, these things will have no choice not to show up.

Let’s never forget how wonderful it feels to be grateful for all the amazing things in our lives…and as a result, everything that you experience becomes simply too wonderful to be true such as on Christmas dinner(the law of attraction at work).

Let’s never forget how joyful it is to be in the state of giving…. To treat everyone: from family members, people who we see at the grocery store, the homeless person…as if they are all an extension of your own soul…  To wish for world peace from the bottom of our hearts….to be full of joy and laughter.

If we can do these things every single moment, the world will be full of Jesus’s.

After all, if every day was Christmas, and if everyone in this world maintained the same exact behavior through the remaing 364 days…How many wars would we have? How many homeless person will be wondering when their next warm meal is?


And so why should we ever quit?


And this was Satoshi’s Christmas present for you that will keep on giving for the rest of your life : - )

Go Cougs,

Satoshi


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